Loo k at your feet
wh en
y ou walk..
by/ elliott
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the cool crisp air brushes against his skin as he walks up the stairs. The
walls are peeling and peppered with Graffiti and "call for a good time"
messages. The sun shines down the stairs, blinding him as he comes closer
to reaching the top. He puts his hand up to his eyes to shield himself from
the brightness of the sun but it's no use.
"fuck" he mutters. "I knew I should've brought my sunglasses."
The smell of rising sewage and hot dog vendors wafts to his nostrils causing
his eyes to burn just a bit more from the sweltering sun. Yet he trudges on
until he reaches the summit of the staircase shadowed by the towering skyscrapers
of the bustling city. He takes a step forward and another his arms swinging
lazily like a subterranean gorilla. Embarrassed, of his posture he places
his hands in his jeans pockets. He scans his path through the crowded streets
and begins to walk faster- He feels every person's eyes on him- whether they
are looking at him or not he feels their gaze like a hot breath on the back
of his neck.
He starts to feel the old feelings coming back so he focuses on his feet-
He studies the stitching on his toe as he walks.
left
right
left
right
He counts the number of stitching as he walks- nearly walking into several
people as he hears their voices echoing in the background meshing with the
downtown traffic and the ramblings of homeless.
He focuses on the ground that moves under his feet with every stride. All
the imperfections, the dampness, the decay, the trash, the dog shit, even
the plants that make it through the concrete, only to be stomped and ripped
out because they are weeds.
"Just keep lookin' at da ground" he mutters to himself, almost as
if he is scared of some unknown impending doom.
The sun is getting hotter- it beats down his neck with every stride- he feels
like his flesh is being burnt even when he walks under shade.
All of a sudden he hears a loud high pitched noise. Like a knife cutting through
warm butter it pierces his brain. He feels the warm blood trickle down his
lip and tastes the saltiness and on his tongue choking on it. Bending over
to catch his breath the blood flows more freely creating a pattern of red
dots as he trudges onward exhausted from the blood loss and heat. He turns
around searching for the cause of the noise that has caused him to bleed.
He unsteadily wheels around feeling light headed from the blood which has
started to dry on the bottom half of his face. His heart stops- a man with
his eyes and mouth sewn shut stands before him twitching and walking toward
him slowly. The fear rises to a fevering pitch- his eyes roll back into his
skull his skin is drained of it's color- he collapses in a clump of distended
limbs smashing his face on the concrete.
When they find him they'll think it's drugs- but we all know, he should've
just kept looking at the ground.
Look at your feet when you walk.